I know both my roommates smoke but i told them i was trying to quit so they try not to smoke around me but all i couls smell in my bedroom last night was them smoking. I was kind of irritable this morning but im okay now that im at work.

 

Mornings suck!! but im hanging there. sugar rush from yesterday is worst though.

 

i just chew gum now. i've been clean since october 17th.

 

IM OUT !!!!!!!! Had a smoke today, two actually But I will still quit with assistance Maybe a patch or gum. Not giving up on quitting but no reason to lie.

Since I was the first out I will donate another $20 bucks to the winner if they give it to charity

 

Damn you! I want to give in so bad right now but whatever. I'm gonna give it a real try this time.

 

Out...

Call this bad timing on my part, but for those of you who don't know, I'm on vacation from my normal job in a different state working a window job on some government housing in a high-rise apartment. As I was ripping a window out on the 10th floor with nothing but cold hard cement below me and I got the shakes and spins and started getting irritable, I decided that I was in no position to lose my focus, so I was chewin Red Man. It was instant gratification.

I'm out of this, but like RCR, I'm not giving up on this. I only did the chew at work and have done NOTHING after work. No cigs at all, only chew. I will put more effort into this after I'm done with this job, but I just can't be thinkin about beating a craving when I'm working in a dangerous atmosphere like this. I'm going to start fresh when I get back to Pittsburgh.

 

Wow two dropped so far. Shoot. This might end a little faster than I thought.

 

Sorry to hear it guys! But keep up the will and determination even if it is not for the competition.

 

I'm struggling to stay in this myself, not sure how much longer I'm going to last

 

yeah, being that i didn't donate, think that gave me a lot less drive

Story: Had quit for like a week and a half, friend i was quitting with had surgery, was gonna have ONE celebration smoke, he couldnt due to healing, I dropped back into it, been that way since.

Bout to quit again, not buying, borrowing from friends, I cant bring myself to take the money out of my account for them anymore, I have too many bills, dunno how much longer i'll be able to mooch so probably quitting SOON

So much for my boasting, sorry guys, just get through the first few days and you're set though