Damn, you guys are droppin like flies!

 

who is still left?? i dont remember seeing a finalized list. People were still jumpin in at the last minute

 

lol...wow. We can do better than this, I know it! Redemption start date anybody?

For real though, even though I'm chewin in the daytime, I'm already feeling better while breathing from not smoking at all. I'm in a rush now so I don't know who is left here, but I'm sure as hell not giving up my goal of quitting over this. I'm done with this job Friday then it's back to my real job, and I have a much better shot when I get there, especially if now all I have to do is quit chewing instead of smoking. It used to be I did both at the same time, so at least one of the habits is pretty much gone.

The money thing didn't work, so how about humiliation? Maybe we can do something with photoshopping each other's banners or something. We can have "shame" banners that have to stay up one day for each smoke you have. I dunno, I just don't want everybody to quit quitting this easily! We made slip ups DAMN QUICK, but don't let the road bumps hold you back.

 

Man we all suck!!!!!

glad to see we are all doing this the honest way.

I for one have had only three a day right now and Im getting to the point where they taste like ****[:@]Im only giving in when the withdrawls get bad. Im not sure its the nicotine I think its more of the motions of smoking for all of these years. Im going to keep this style up and hopefully it gets to the point where I dont have the urge anymore.

 

Every time i try to kick the pain meds. I have terrible terrible withdrawls. Got 1 bottle left. I think im going to use it to get off of them. I just took 2 tonight (usually its 6-7) And no withdrawls yet. So ill keep on 2 for a bit...and then go to 1. untill im at 0.

 

who won?

 

Lol dude I was saying how long is THIS gonna last, being this feeling. Not how long is the competition gonna last. It's going for 6 months and whoever has lasted through it ends up with the pot. I'm goin crazy :P last night I watched my friends smoke cigs so I could just enjoy the smell of it all.. I hate this....

 

If you guys want to wipe the slate clean and restart I don't care. Esp. since I haven't gotten the money in the pool yet but I'm still staying true... other than putting myself in a position where I was getting second hand smoke yesterday.. and omg it helped but it hurt at the same time. I was going mad.

 

Who is left nehow?Cause if I'm the only one left I don't want to be.. it's not really winning since I'm completely not over my relationship with nicotine. I still have feelings for nicotine. If I'm not held on the spot like this anymore I think I might fall back into the thing that we once had. I'd love to restart this thing though if it is kinda over cause I want to give everybody another chance, since this IS like my 3rd time to try and quit and I've had a falling out every time up until this one.. and if we do restart maybe people will give quitting another honest try. Plus maybe I can get a good day of smoking, dipping, and chewing in before it restarts :P I WANT IT PLZ! lollll yeah... man... I hate this...

 

Don't cave now