(forum wont let me post, thus there had to be a #2)

So as an update, I dont believe in counseling (not for me at least, not in this sitch) I am firmly confident I have the ability to kick any habit I want to on my own, etc etc. just a matter of will power

HOWEVER

I came clean to my old youth pastor/soccer coach last night, and we're sitting down for coffee monday

Decided I needed an outside POV, plus he's been there done that, so a much more mature view of it all too

and I trust him

 

who says counseling has to have 4 walls and a couch. all you really need is someone to listen and give you an honest opinion in a non judgemental pov. sounds like you found your councelor already