Dude, really? What you need to do is sack up and move on. It seems like you only hope to get another beat down, hope to get put back in jail, hope for more sympathy from the forum. What you should do is put all your hopes in one hand and sh*t in the other and let us know which one fills up first. I don't mean to sound insensitive but all logic says move on, yet you seem content with what you have. Why ask for help then?

 

I may do stupid things sometimes and i may think with the wrong head sometimes and i am , by far, not here for sympathy but when the whole world including the police, all my friends, neighbors, and family, and my usual hangout buddies on teh intranet (you) tell me to move on if i don't i would be an imbecile. I can not only take a clue sometimes but i try to stay humble enough to let other choose whats best for me. This is basically the ONE thing ever in my life I ever want to give up on. The lessons i have learned from this past year are invaluable but i cant say that i would do it all over again.

Plus, i have a little angel for emotional support.
I want to marry her.

(here we go again)

 

hahahahahahahaha, your too funny. Well I thank you for providing me with a good laugh. much like your name implies, I have a feeling this will be an "Endless" cycle.

 

There are none so blind as those who will not see.

 

Yah, but this one is beautiful and she's awesome in bed..... wait (uhoh)

 

You've just described over 90% of the escorts in north america...Beautiful? Maybe through beer goggles.
Run Forest!
I am one of the guys that gets to babysit you(or people like you) after the court is done with you. One of our locals loved a girl sooo much he hacked her to death with a roofing axe. Get out before it goes too far.

 

I gave my gun to my next door neighbor for that exact reason.
I am sooo out on this girl. It would take a minor miracle for me to even consider any future with her.
On to bigger and better trouble erm, i mean women.

 

Don't judge us by the insane drama queens ..some of us just want a quiet loving relationship too, it's not a gender thing ..our world went mad whilst we weren't looking, unfortunate but true ...

Jules

 

Its the same old thing. Bad guys giving the good ones a bad name and nasty girls giving the sweet ones a bad name. The trouble is that i think about 80% of each are the bad ones and the good ones seem to be hiding in a cave someplace. When you do find a good one she thinks your one of the bad ones because of her past and when you think you have a good one she is just hiding her nasty side. vise-versa You finally think you have the right one but she is scared that you are a bad one just waiting for her to commit before you show how bad you really are. All of this can be avoided with simple honesty. People seem to have lost their faith in each other when it comes to a relationship. Many do not trust only because we have been trampled on so many times before trying to trust. Once bitten twice shy. Without trust there is no relationship. Without honesty there is no relationship. If you have those two thing you have a chance.
Its guys like me who continually keep throwing out the blind faith and trust that gives others the right idea. Its not only a battle of the sexes but we are in conflict with our own genders as well. That goes for both species.

I, for one, cannot stand being alone. I would rather be with somebody trying to work things out or looking for somebody to start fresh with. Its us adventurers that keep it real. Those brave who, no matter how many times, have been let down will never say die. If at first you dont succeed then try,try, try, try, try, try, again.

 

Yes, we all get hurt throughout life ... it's a learning process, it teaches us who we want to be with and more importantly who we don't. I have been hurt very badly by men in the past too, but you'll never see me put down the male gender as a whole ... it can be too easy to condemn a whole gender for the transgressions of one, or a few and some bad luck thrown in. By carrying baggage from past hurts into our next relationship means we hold back and become somewhat untrusting and cynical of love, expecting it to fail which creates self fulfilling prophecies ... it blinds us to what true virtue there can be out there and so the cycle continues ... the genders stay wary and at odds with each other ... it's important when you feel you have found the right one to give yourself, to trust and love completely, yes we risk being hurt but as the saying goes, better to have loved and lost than never loved at all ... what's the alternative?? ..always being wary and untrusting until one day we find ourselves old and alone ...no, you must never give up hope :-)

Jules