Thanks for having the guts to be open and honest about this...I, too am in the hurt locker, and it helps me to read the responses you have elicited from the forum. You deserve a lot of credit for that. Last night I went out into the forest and screamed at God. It actually helped me. A video game involving flying an aircraft, or a flight simulator might help, but I don't know...just tryin' to help. Pace, Gris.

 

Hey, it could be worse..........ALOT worse.

At least your name isn't Nick Sitko...........that should cheer you up!


FWIW: Find whatever it is (beyond your material interests) that makes you want to keep going.

When I get waaaay down I remember these words:

"If there were no rewards to reap, no loving embrace to see me through this tedious path I've chosen here, I certainly would have walked away by now. If there were no desire to heal the damaged and broken met along this tedious path I've chosen here, I certainly would have walked away by now..."

"The Patient" - Tool

 

Dude,
I know what you are going through. I'm in the USAF. My wife and I were supposed to move up to the Warner Robins area in September....but she had a change of heart and didn't want to leave her family and friends in Florida. She thought it would be easier to cheat on me with a prison guard who lives in a single wide out in the sticks. (no offense to all those prison guards, living in a single wide in the sticks). Anyhoo....yep, we got a divorce and I moved up here by myself...and to think I found the perfect woman. Since then she came back to live up here for a minute and once we had all her stuff up here, she decided that she again couldn't move away from her family and friends and decided to stay in Florida....again. Dude the perfect woman left me twice in 6 months. it sucks.

my point.....

drink your bottle of whiskey....drink yourself silly, have a moment of sadness and morning. Then pick yourself off the floor and move on. Pick yourself up to fight another round. You may have thought you lost everything, but things usually happen for a reason. It sucks *** now, but tomorrow you'll laugh at this. true.

I feel for ya man...hang in there.

 

My brother is buried in Warner Robins. Committed suicide 15 years ago
& it breaks my heart every day since his death. The drive to his grave never
gets any easier. He is my heart & soul, my guardian angel watching over me.

 

damn....

 

I've actually been a victim of this. Between the deaths of my Father and my best friend, and losing my girlfriend, i was down in the dumps for months. I went through a ton of random girls, but was never happy, and i lost alot of wieght(don't mind that too terribly much though.) But my friends were all there for me all the way through it. They're probably the reason i'm still here to say this.
All you have to do is ask, and your friends will be right there.
Hope you pull through man. I know just about everyone on this forum will do anything they can to help.

P.S. You've probably heard this alot, i didn't read every single post, but focus on anything you enjoy. I like hardcore music, so going to shows helped me get it all out. So did playing guitar and riding. Also, I made a resolve that it's MY F*CKING LIFE, and I wasn't going to let anyone or any circumstances ruin it for me.

 

To all... i understand that some times we could he the worst time of our lives, BUT we still have a chance to make it rigth or at least a shot to make it better,some people are going to worst things or crisis then our self, you and me have both arms, legs, feelings and we can work something out...

And then again, there are people fighting to get a better life!

Cheer up!!!!

 

I won't get all preachy...but God is where it's at.

It's such a simple thing to see..yet so hard to believe in all the time.

Life is not as complex as we make it out to be.

 

...or hey, it could be worse. When you are down just think of this...

you could be a siamese twin. Your not gay, but your twin is...and you have only one ***.haha...

cheer up, man...it's just life...and we can't live forever so make the best of when while you're here.

 

Bro we all get that way at one point or another.
I will tell youon Easter sunday my wife and I broke up and the only thing that kept me going was working out. I do not know why but it took my mind off everything else and I focused on pushing my self harder.Then I got my self a new Pet something to fill the time that I was not at the gym, Lucy my dog has been the best thing in the world.