Black sun rays fall upon my soul
casting dark shadows
Causing it to become withered and grow cold
my skin starts pealing away
showing the real me in an ugly way
Today, just the same
Tomorrow, just the same
Yesterday is gone, but the pain will never go away
The clock hands are ticking backwards it seems
things that happened in the pastare coming back
Driving the razor blades into my unholy flesh
leaving me here naked and bare
stripped away from allthat makes me sane
now drowning in the sorrow of the black sun rays

 

A lot of pain in there, huh

 

Whats eatin ya?

Plus what's that from?

 

Don't go committing suicide on us now, things will get better around here.

 

^ Lol I dunno why but I googled one of the lines and some pages popped up.. it's posted other places with different titles. I'm not sure those emotions came from tk but who knows. He'll let us know whats up when hes on later I guess.

 

No suicide.

Yes its stolen, just slightly re worded.

Yes it expresses how i feel at the moment, just thought it was a nicer way of saying life sucks.

No im not going to share whats going on, i dont feel like, or want to talk about it.

Thank you for your thoughts and concers, carry on.

Mods you can delete if you want, wasnt really thinking clearly when i posted this, and there is obviously no point in it.

 

looks like someone needs another ROTM win...

 

Hang tough brother

 

I think we found the EMO of the group

Damn TK, sorry to hear your so down. I know this cold weather can get to a guy but jeeze [8D]

So when are you gonna pick up some kindadirtbike/enduro? Myself and a few friends have 4-stroke 250 - 400s that were gonna stud up and play on the ice with in a few months. I wanted to use the F4i, but I just cant afford to set it up and I dont want to break my fav toy

 

hang in there TKC!